i think i left my heart on an empty train car.
or maybe in a noisy apartment, or maybe i lost it piece by piece, encoded in the hearts of the people i see everyday.
i remember when denver seemed so big and unconquerable, i remember looking up to the tops of skyscrapers and getting dizzy from the potential. i remember breathing in the electricity and wondering how i could ever match up, how i could ever write a story that would do this place justice. but here i am, just about two years later, and this city’s skyline has etched itself on the insides of my eyelids. the burning fervor and the gentle reassurance, all of it just tipped me over and drained from me all of the bitterness, and then filled me to the top with moon-struck awe and sincere gratitude. and i dont pretend to know every stretch of blue sky or each striking geometry wholey and perfectly, but i do know that sometimes, when i’m quiet and patient, this city lets me tell its stories for it.
“When you are looking to meet someone,
you are looking to settle.
Because when you are looking for someone,
you are looking for anyone”
― Lauren Conrad
life is sometimes hurtful and exhausting but on the whole exhilarating and amazing and wonderful and awe-inspiring and worth it.
it’s a Thursday night and I’m about to get tooo trashed.
my life has become a dangerous game of How Much Can I Fuck Around While Maintaining My 3.8
stakes are high guise
| 2008: | wow i was so ugly last year thank god i'm cute this year |
| 2009: | wow i was so ugly last year thank god i'm cute this year |
| 2010: | wow i was so ugly last year thank god i'm cute this year |
| 2011: | wow i was so ugly last year thank god i'm cute this year |
| 2012: | wow i was so ugly last year thank god i'm cute this year |
what a magnificient creature
even your flaws are flooded in light.
what is my life